heavy hearted
i pondered at the ripples of your tears
why the distress?
when the sun always shine from behind of you

The facadely smiles
tainted your complexion with a fear
the hidden sobs
disguised by the silhouette of your frame

you can't go on like how you used to
the pillar you were to so many
is finally cracking and trembling
one day, just crash down to wake the callous ones

the steel beams that held your body together
the trusty pats from the contractors
the ones who claim to give but take
the termites that wretched your nerves

so come fall on us all
to wake the oblivious senses we harboured
to think you are a god
an angel without wings

when you have collapsed, crumbling to bits
let the obtused minds see
the shattered fragments that held you up
smashing on their shades, their blocked-up heads

had a dream
was dreaming of you
sweet it seemed

shared a drink
looked unto your eyes
my heart sings

How lovely
is my dream of you
my baby

so i slept
to linger with you
a little longer

cause nothing else matters
cause everything else falters

except this love for you

weijian
13/12/05

It's already 3.30am. Just came back from a gathering at Clark Quay with my army frens. It's Jason's birthday and he invited me down to his bday gathering.. wow.. it's the 2nd bday i've celebrated with him so far liao... Cool..

Anyway basically I've had a great time talking and spending time with them all. Great to know that they miss me too... seems like the chair next to where i formerly sat aint so desirable anymore. Heyhey.. gentlemen... pls built a rapport with the new Dy.. :) One thing about drinking is tat it makes people less conscious about themselves and are more expressive. then i got to know that there's another guy who has only saluted 2 officers in his army life so far.. one is his own DyL, the other is me.. hahaha.. and i when i left.. i returned so many salute that i felt so paiseh.. it's a ktv pub, not something too military or formal...

Alrite.. in a few hours time i'll be flying off to Down under... hopefully i'll not suffer too much of a hangover.. (i hardly drank btw..) and have a great time there... lovely place... 3rd trip there in my lifetime so far...

So you guys pls take care and i'll miss you all a lot.. esp my deary baby... LOVE YOU!

Cheers
Bob