While i was submerged in my world of OCS.. i did not noticed those who around me when i drowned...
some wondered why i drowned...
some tried to lend a helping hand, but my feet's stucked..
some tried to ask.. but water was never a good medium for sound..
some consoled
some comforted
some taunted..
some, just like me, they did not notice me...

but at least i know God was there...
He was there when i went through so much...
i really hope that He'll stay by me through it all...
hope tat i wont cause Him to grieve..
n to leave...

okidoki tat's all...

Weijian

Words of wisdom....

Friends are silver, but dad and mom are gold.

Friends can only go a certain extend for you, but alwaise remember that our parents are those who will go to the ends of the world for us. But a soldier may say that his buddy will be at the frontline with him fighting together. but trust me, as old as our dads maybe, they are willing to take up their arms and when the need arises they will be human shields as the last resort to ensure our survival, at least i know my dad will.

Now we relate it to our Father in Heaven, who gave His only begotten Son, Jesus Christ to die for us. Can you imagine how much He loves us?? Time for us all to do a reflection...

Today I've been promoted to Ministry Member and I must say, it's a very good feeling. Also i know with this promotion comes greater responsibility. Yupz... believe greater responsibilities will come, greater too will the rewards.

Friends asked why i didnt share with some of them prior to the promotion. Maybe i too should be asking myself why... hmm...
Been dealing with several interpersonal issues... yupz... it will be settled... i dunno when.. but i hope soon. yupyup...

to a certain group of friends,
I love you guys a lot. From the bottom of my heart. i can only hope for the days of our youths. Let's make it happen.

Your friend always.
Weijian

the day's good... coz i'm not in camp.. hmm.. but i want to be purpose driven.. to know that i'm in camp for a reason.. to defend the nation n glorify God.

The week opened my eyes to many things.. things nice n not so nice... i saw the state of the hearts of men.. some made me frown upon.. some greatly encouraged me..
i also saw the sight of myself from other people's point of view. it's really nice... yeahz..

booking in time is closing in.. but i'm a much happier soldier now.. cause i know that many care... n these cares help block out the frown from weighing me down..

i'm craving for chocolate... chocolate anyone?

Soldiering on... with eyes open.

Weijian

As i walk thru the valley of death, i'll fear no evil...

A verse to ponder.. seems like a valley that i'm going thru right now... a kind of depression pressing against my mind.. so much so it hurts... so hard so it sucks my breath to a wheeze... it's yucky.. am i alone? Hmm... i hope not...

Take my hand when i can't see what's ahead.. when i my fear overwhelms me... when i shall cry n yet none hears...

i credit my thoughts to the booking in blues... it sucks... literally.. all my energy and zest.

i'm a soldier...

WeiJian