ok, i know i shdnt b blogging now, but oh well, heck the projects, i'm facing a potential mental nuclear meltdown from all the thoughts.
i tink as we age, we develop different expectations and value systems. and sometimes these differences conflicts with those around, even ones we count amongst the inner circle of trust.
i must confess, i have changed too. i dont have that luxurious abundance of time as i used to. my life revolves around a digital scheduler that keeps me in check with all that i'm pursuing and commited to. but in the process, a lot of impromptu plans by those i love are inevitably shut out. it's quite a spoiler to be one of those who replied more no/s than yes/s. it's my fear, that one day my actions will contribute to the cessation of this circle.
don't give up on me, i'm still trying.
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boonbag, we are a ministry before music. i can afford to lose the band, but not its members.
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anyway on a brighter note:
my flat will be ready in 2011 Oct! Yes, i'm so excited for it, and so is my beloved wife to be, Zarah. :)
my company will be sending me to moscow in sept for work / recreation. although it's just a few days but i tink it's awesome still :)
had a very fruitful photoshoot session with my dear at haji lane last weekend. got several shots that i love a lot. definitely some of these shots will b showcased in our new house. :)
i helped to cover a church event last fri. was really fun snapping those shots :)
man.. i really love photography. not pro yet. but hopefully soon. :P
okay, back to work.
love
bob