Sunday, October 26, 2003

THOUGHT 1:
Yupz. my long weekend is drawing to a close. It has been superbly long. From Wed nite all the way till Mon morning. So much so that it got me all accustomed to lifestyle of a civilian that I'm afraid i may have difficulty adapting back to military regimentation. Oh well, a weekend of confinement follows, coz of field camp. Soldiering on. :)

THOUGHT 2:
Been pretty fascinated by the recent discovery of an online community tool, friendster.com. Basically it provides an avenue for friends to keep in touch, to establish the why and how are friends related, to find out more about the friends of our friends. A lot of people has been adding me eversince i stumbled upon then it dawned upon me that it has been in operation for quite a while and i have juz been thawed outta the ice age. Wow.....

Then there was this curiosity to find out how has my ex been. Basically we have not been in contact eversince the breakup but still we n several others were in the same circle of friends, so i checked out the contacts of this friend of ours. Lo and behold, there she was. The descriptions, the testimonials.... Slowly i uncovered more about her. bit by bit, word by word. This person i once loved has been loved by so many others. I've become juz 1 of those blades in the wide wide field. It's a weird feeling to behold at the mo, feels like i'm rummaging thru her trash bins, eavesdropping at town squares for news of her. It's not a patch back i seek, but a chance to know that i'm forgiven and we can still remain friends. Glad to know that she's doing fine, but i also want to know that she's fine with bumping into me down the streets, say a hi and leave a smile for me to remember till dusk.

I am believing God for a breakthru, I am entrusting my life into His hands. I want to do His Will and be His obedient child. And i know that all the days of my life are planned by God. To trust in Him alwaise.

THOUGHT 3:
I juz received a super long letter from Zarah todae. Words of encouragement and affirmation covers it all. It is very sweet of her to write such a long and meaningful letter to me. Took her more than an hour to complete it. Yupyup, *touched* :)
Gives me the additional thrust for the next few taxing dayS to come. Come rain or high water, i've got God and a friend who will stand by me thru it. :)

THOUGHT 4:
I'm with Delta Coy in NS. It is 1 of the most welfare coy around. But i can't stand it when people imagine all delta coy recruits to be weak and pampered. Yes, I do have a good life and I thank God for it, but I will not be complacent and take this benefit for granted. I'm gonna train hard like a soldier and get my gold for IPPT. So no 1 will belittle the Delta warriors. To serve with Pride and Honour.

Anyway God bless all ya wonderful folks

Agape
Bobbly Bob

Sunday, October 19, 2003

Wow... i've been confined for 18 days in the wonderful isle of tekong and now i'm finally back to civilization. Yupyup... been spending my time now more fruitfully... making every moment of it counts... spending time with my family and friends.. yeahz...
Juz celebrated Zac's bdae.. yupz.. the founder of Zoob club and a close friend of mine. Loads of people were there to grace the occasion. It was a time of catching up and relaxing. anyway, Zac if ya reading this, here's a HaPPiE BirTHDaY to you!
In another 20 hours i'll be back training and experience what it means to be a soldier. Yupz... but no worry.. i'll be back home on Wed nite~! yeah! Deepavali is a public hols!
okidoki~ that's all. Yupz...

Stay tuned~

love Bobbly Bob